"De Anima"
we speak of the matter of _____
and sift these boiling stones near the heart.
the phusikos say let the stones fall by the wayside
to see how they lay.
the sufi rumi says tilt upwards instead
and catch the stones in the mouth
as they fall.
the single man left carving lines in the sand
listening for the mermaids on that beach
says forget the stones and throw out the heart
just to feel the heat passing from hand to hand
and hear "the mermaids singing each to each"
is difficult enough to start.
Blog - 5:21 PM
Monday, July 28, 2003
yeah i am excited smog is playing @ the starry plough i am so there i'm back already. and i get to see tullycraft w/ nick pat-a-tooshie. i think he patted some
tooshie the other night hee hee. speaking of loud obnoxious crass boys who seem to take a perverse pleasure in making out w/ as many small people as
possible yet you love them as the ocean is wide, one-third of the new triumvarate that will take over the world one inappropriate comment at a time was so
drunk at the party that he fell over when he tried to kiss me. then he bounced back up and promptly did it again! i hope everyone who tries from now on falls
over w/ drunken delight instead like our friend who wont even remember this, thankful that it was a miss rather than a kiss. maybe the tooshie that was being
patted belonged to someone he used to swing boots w/ and he wanted to exact revenge. but the story he spun regarding his mum was lovely and i was truly
charmed. i will tell him my mother stories now: the pigeon poop, the other wife, the Fulan Gong cult, the drano, all that fun stuff! i hope those trashy euro types
fall flat on their buck tooths when they try to kiss da physicist. oh wait thats me ha ha.
volkert and paisley are such an institution now. they're venerable. i was scared for awhile. but then i woke up w/ an empty baggie and a rolled up tweny
encrusted w/ fairy dust in my boot pocket and i was like ah...it will be nice to crash at the gates of such an institution and sleep in its draughty druggy
basement.
Blog - 6:19 PM
i turn on the tele and its sex in the city. sarah j. parker is telling her friend, the ugly one who likes to work out, to "step away from the icing" cuz her friend would not be able to "make those cupcakes and live w/ yourself." then when sarah j. parker's dude shows up on a badass motorcycle she is afraid to get on cuz she's wearing prada and like oh my god i cant have helmet hair and i guess you're my man so i'll do it but just dont go too fast okay! everyone who likes that show should just swallow already and die from the vapid vacuous venom in their own spit.
Blog - 6:16 PM
i was wearing my alice in wonderland dress when i fell down the rabbit hole. tags version: i am always very drunk or asleep or pretending to be asleep or pretending to be very drunk so i can stop listening and get home and really go to sleep. metaphysics out of the mundane. that is why you are a good storyteller and i am the monkey next to the organ grinder. .
Blog - 6:15 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2003
Krushes in Kronological Order for Drummond-Cole:
1 Mehmet Dosemeci is a small Turkish man with round glasses.
talking to Mehmet is like learning to swim for the first
time when someone pushes you into the deep end. lots of
flailing. he convinced me to help him buy quads and quads
of speed so we could sell it @ cloyne during finals but he
smoked it all instead. he taught me how to clean a krack
pipe w/ q-tips and cigarette ashes. he gave me three
hundred dollars once to gamble away in las vegas then left
for grad school @ columbia. i still dont know how to swim.
history major: pisces. his mind is like water. he was in
love w/ someone else.
2 Seth Gold was my supervisor at the library. he looked
hot in his lavender button-down shirts and had no colon. he
would ask my friends why i didnt call him then hang up on
me when i called. philosophy rhetoric double major:? his
mind was translucent and watery. he was in love w/
someone else.
3 Jesse Hudson has the most incredible skin of any french
person ever. and he tans like a god. he is gentle and
sweet. his mind is more like the opaque red-baked clay of
taurinya than water. he is blond. he is an exception.
polisci major: scorpio.
4 Maxwell Yim thought my digressions on the Lacanian mirror
stage rather stupid and published these thoughts in a
review on Bowie and glam rock for the daily cal. he also
dissed my party in there. Tag illustrated the article and
videotaped all this. history rhetoric double major:taurus.
his eyes were dark pools of water. he was in love w/
someone else. 5 Nick Palatucci is the only person i've
ever lost a fight to and this was no small scuffle cuz i
can spar. he has no qualms about beating girls up. Nick is
a surprise wrapped in a secret stuck in a wad of gum
in your hair and you have to cut off a piece of yourself to
get him out. sociology:pisces. his mind is like water. he
was in love w/ someone else. Therefore if you are a
sadistic near-genius whose mind is like water and you are
in love w/ someone else you have my eye. does this answer
your Q gabe?
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